(Recorded live at a Rehearsal studio in LA, May of 1999)
lyrics
Feeling Suicidal (Lyrics)
By Jeffrey Brian Liebowitz
Feeling suicidal
What the hell is wrong with me?
I know I'm in denial
Wish someone could rescue me
My life is a painting, with colors I don't like
My eyes tell a story, these pages I can't write
My girlfriend's suicidal too
She says, “Kill me so I can fly free,
I swear I don't belong here anymore,
And I know that God misses me”
Our lives are just paintings, with colors we don't like
Our eyes tell you stories, with pages we can't write
Our souls are like boxers, been knocked down again
Our hands keep on shaking, when will this all end?
My best friend has a broken heart
Ever since she's 5 years old
And my brother wants to hang himself
Even though I love him so
Our lives are just paintings, with fucking colors we don't like
Our eyes tell you stories, these pages they can't be right
Our souls are like boxers, been knocked down again
Our hearts are like soldiers, fighting the good fight until the end